There are only two things in this world. Hope and fear. The classic dichotomy of life. Hope floats while fear sinks. Hope will lift your heart. Fear wil sink it. when you fear having hope, that's when you know you hit rock bottom, that is, if only you know. Addiction (whatever your poison may be) is a placebo antidope for fear. Hope springs eternal and is the only true antibody known to man. Hahaha from the imaginary book called "Root of all wisdom by Yaya Papayaz" that inspires the true spirit of Catmasutra . Knowing something is different from feeling something. For me the mind always speeds ahead, and it takes some time for my heart to follow. Once the mind and heart becomes one - then it's easy.